1/10

i said this before
in another post
but it is really relevant with the combination of today's images
and last year's posts

i can really feel
how much my life has changed
and how
having gotten to the other side
of this last 30 months
is so powerful for me

today, i walked down my old block
and took pictures
and i felt no regrets


and today
when i read last year's posts
and revisit that awful, awful space i was in
and confront that it took one full year to remedy it
well
the depth of the disconnection & ungrounding
that i experienced
does make sense

to be able to go back to 1 year before
and not cringe
is something i always found hard
and
it is a relief for that to be in the past