today's sadness...1
10/18
maybe the last time i will see this
or be able to take a picture
of my beautiful baabar
looking handsome and alert
it's from earlier today...
but 6 hours later
he is under this bed
hiding
and it seems,
hungry but unable to eat
and i can't get the anti nausea medication into him
i know where this is going
i just don't know how fast