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i have made the right choice
i feel totally fine not celebrating publicly
my fear was that i might regret it
and feel sorry for myself
but this is so not the case

the main thing that came out of today is
that i have to acknowledge that i want stuff
and then i have to allow myself to visualize it and focus on it
in order to get it,
not leave things up to chance
but really take responsibility for what i want
and realize
things are not just going to fall into my lap